Welcome once again to a life that we exist from time to time.  This site is my Castle site.  I am going to be dealing with my men one way or another.  So if I have to do it like this then so be it.  I like this group of men and I have decided that I am going to make them my harem.  I will take care of them as best as my capability allows me.  I know I can handle this so I am going to be there for them.  

See, I met one and he told me about his friend which in turn his friend seems to like me and he as a friend that enjoys me.  I enjoy each of them.  So I said lets do this together.  So now I am waiting to see if they will.  Boy the anticipation is killing me.  lol. 

I have some things I going to put up here to show them that I am serious about this arrangement that I have suggested.  I hope that they realized I am serious and enjoy their company.  Who knows how this will turn out.  I am ready to take this journey and go as far as they are willing to go.  

I invite you to my Castle my loves n hope that you see that I am all you need in your lives and more.  LOL  PEACE BABES.

Oh my loves you just don't realize how your are on my mind at this time.  Oh how i wish we could frolic in the woods looking for the path and we find ourselves lost.  We find a house that looks deserted, oh its so hot and i am taking my clothes off to cool off.  I need to find me water so we split up and look.  I hear one of my loves say, I found some fresh water.  Oh yea.  I say oh plz pour some on me over my head. My loves abides to my wishes and AWWWWW i am feeling cooler but still hot.  Oh how much I get these feeling cured she thinks outloud.

One of my loves found me a tree and it seems that they found some soft rope and decide to use it.  Oh this is exciting, I feel the intensity of their heat on me.  Oh I feel they need their Queen.  She knows the thoughts that are running in each of their heads and this is driving her crazy and she is starting to shake from there thoughts.  They must know what they are doing to her.   She is going to enjoy this and waiting for their timing.  

For tonight my loves, I am going to sign off and just know you are in my thoughts as I lay me down to rest for I will not be able to sleep for waiting to hear from my loves.   So till I get back on, I hope to hear what my loves have to say to me and well it be the answer that I desire and is burning inside of me.

M-agnificent

Y-earning

L-icks

O-ver

V-ery

E-xciting

R-arrrrs

7-8-09

Well, I am glad that i got to chat with one of my loves today and he is excited also about our talk.  Yet, it feels when one has no clue what is going on during the day, that they are out in space.  Sometimes the not knowing where their loves are is nerve racking.  I am wondering if i will get to see the other two of my loves or am I fantazing to hard?   I am floating around with all these thoughts in my head and no one to share them with.  No one to hold them with.  Just thoughts flying around and you need a net to catch them.   I go about my day and I see them around wondering what can I do with them.  Sometimes typing them just cant really be expressed as well.  Its the touch that is more burning and desiring then the thoughts.  For the thoughts seem to make you burn with desires even more.  You tingle inside, brush up against something and it starts a flame, or the wind blows across your breast and oh the soft touch just set it on fire.  An idea goes in your mind and then you kitty starts purring and tingling.  You touch your breast and rub them in hopes to stop these feelings.  You try not to look at things wrongly in hopes that it will stop.  You feel so weak at time and dizzy when you have thoughts and feelings.   I really don't understand How to get someone to understand how I feel sometimes.  I have been waiting oh so long for my idea to come to futitious.   I would love to have my idea be a true story.   I am tired of feeling like I am in a some kind of fantazy world.  i am tired of not being fulfilled.  I am tired of my thoughts and feelings just floating around going no where.   Oh will they are be quenches.?  I am going to just keep writing and someday this fairy tale world will be my kingdom.  My desires will come true.  Fairy tales stories always ends this way right?

So to my lovers, I am patiently waiting for your touch.  Your ideas, Your thoughts.  I am anticipating our times together and the excitment its going to bring to each and every one of us.  The hardness and our smiles as we release the tension of our ideas and thoughts.  So tell next time, Good night, im going to remake a video that I think needs to be revamped.  I will chat with one or all till next time.  Queen Desira.